Sunday 14 April 2013

Maaf... and Many Thanks.

Sebab pergi tanpa sebarang pesan, meninggalkan kamu, kamu dan kamu tertanya-tanya. Very very sorry guys. It was emotionally overwhelming  for me lastweek since we were in hospital most of the time with Si M, and I was a bit tired.... and pissed off (with someone in blogville here), to be honest. I had to "rehatkan" Monsterglider sekejap untuk kebaikan bersama sebelum I start maki mak orang so I dapat fokus more on Si M and my family.

Few days back Si M keluar hospital and back to her dorm with other special kids.. Payah dah nak jumpa dia pasni sebab dorm dia jauh sangat from our place and not easy to get there. Thats why whenever dia ada operation or therapy kat Postdam, kami gunakan peluang sepenuhnya to spend time with her.

Si M, she is around 12 years old. Dari kecik tak boleh berjalan, masa baby just like other normal kids, merangkak semua elok, takder any abnormal sign. Year after year, still tak dapat berjalan and bila buat check up doctor kata just need more time, jenis lambat berjalan, katanya. Lama2 only they found out something wrong with her bone, a little bit too late.

Dia terpaksa pindah masuk dorm sebab parents tak mampu jaga dia, physically. Memang payah nak uruskan berak kencing sebab keadaanya sangat "lembik", silap sikit kang makin teruk jadi nya. So dorm tu the best place for her, dijaga mereka yg terlatih and the facility pun is well-equipped. Morelike a rehab la.

That day masa kami kat sana, her dorm mates buat surprise visit for her. Tengok keadaan kanak2 yg lain, lebih dahsyat sebenarnya. Semua mereka adalah sangat istimewa. Si M, fizikal dia jer yang kurang, tapi jiwa dan akal dia sangat positif. Tak pernah pun dia merengek atau mengamok, always senyum. Kadang2 bila nurse nak alihkan dia, it hurts her kalau gerak2 too much especially lepas operation, but she just bite her lip and tell them the discomfort she's experiencing nicely. Such a lovely girl.


Jelita tak nak makan selain dari apa yg Si M makan, ngada2 betul. And she waited patiently for Si M hulurkan to her, kalau with me she grab it already. 

Tak nak berenggang.

Jelita likes to act like a gurdian to Si M. I am very proud of them both :)


I printed few pictures mostly of hers and Jelita and got her frames. She picked some pictures of me to be framed as well (>,^) I am so touched, yer la I dengan dia payah jugak nak berkomunikasi, my Jerman kan basic level jer so takder la kami sakan borak, action speaks louder.

Nanti I cerita more about Jelita with the kids there ok.

Thank to u guys sangat concern masa I "hilang", Bundle, Kakak Cantik, and many more of u....  El siap cari I kat youtube lagi hahaha. I am sangat terharu guys. And I janji pasni I buat lagi lalalaa.

I tergodek2 setup over here, konon nak buat bloglist yang bertindih2 tu. Sekali terdelete semuanya and now I have to re-compile my bloglists again :( Sorry guys kalau ur blog is not in the list, I am doing it still.

74 comments:

  1. sy x on9 beberapa hari yg lalu, xtw plak mama JJ menghilang lama.. hehe.. ad bukak aritu, tp xdpt msuk.. ingtkn saje2 tutup skjap.. smoga tabah mnghhadapi dugaan hidup ini.. hoho..

    :'( smoga M sntiasa kuat..

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. ala.. takder la lama sangat pun ilangnyer. seminggu jer hehehe. Insya Allah, saya cuba bertabah setabah tabahnya.

      Delete
  2. hallloooo Mama JJ... I miss both of you so much...hehe..alahh rinduu nya nak tgk JJ.. sampai hati tak bagi kite masuk blog you (nak merajuk pun ada) hahaha...
    anyway.. baik nya JJ dgn si M ni kan?.. moga sifat baik tu berkekalan hingga dewasa ye cyg...
    moga si M beransur sihat ye..sayu plak baca kisah dia ni:(

    *Nas: nak say sorry klu ada komen2 sblm ni yg buat you terasa ye.. erm! mana tahu ada yg tak berkenan di hati...huhu:)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. We miss u too :):) I did visit yours, always... jenguk-jenguk, cuma tak komen jer. hehehe
      Saya pun nak minta maaf again in case ada jugak entry atau komen2 saya kat u and the rest buat terasa :D

      Psstt so far ur komen takder lagi yg buat I terasa ;) so no worry k.

      Delete
  3. Gitu ke citernya nastyna? patutlah bl nak BW kat blog tak bley nak masuk. Ingatkan pasal pe, merajuk ke?, Marah ke?. Rupanya ada citer lain....takpe skang ok dah kan.....

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. gitu la alkisahnya... takder la marah or merajuk sangat, masa tak mengizinkan. Now semua dah ok :D Thanks and sorry again.

      Delete
  4. onie minggu ni dan minggu lepas mood ke laut,tatau apa yg ke laut sgt :(

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. laut mana tu dear? agak2 kalau I tunggu tepi pantai sini, boleh kutip tak mood u tu? hehehe

      Delete
  5. love to see JJ and any kids. their face are pure innocent :)

    hey, just want so share my 2cent.
    one day, i'm not really in mood class. There are a few students, a bit naughty. owh ya, my students are standard one. *eheeemmm* well, great combination la kan..xda mood+budak nakal kat kelas. apa lagi, kena marah la depa...

    lepas tu, balik bilik guru, terdengar seorang ustazah ni borak
    " budak-budak ni, kita tak boleh selalu marah. tegur pun cara yang elok. budak-budak ni ahli syurga. ingat tu, setiap kali rasa nak marah, pandang muka diarong, ingat..mereka tu ahli syurga..."

    terasa di-smashed abiss.. huhuh

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Thanks dear.

      Itu la senakal2 budak, better to spend time with them dari layan orang tua yg berakal panjang tapi takder perasaan.

      Kat hospital tu lagi la.. tengok all those special kids without parents etc, luluh hati.

      Delete
    2. you are welcome :)

      tapi tadi cannot control. ada sorang ni dia baling pemadam kat kepala I. yes, dia sengaja buat macam tu sebab bila I duk marah dia, dia boleh lagi sengih-sengih. urrghhh~ sabar..sabar..

      Delete
    3. Owh ini agak melampau for a kid to do that. No matter how, we have to marah them sometimes... untuk mengajar. KAlau langsung tak ditegur, nnt makin naik lemak.

      Delete
  6. tercari2 jugak mana JJ & mamanya menyorok. hehe.. rindu tau.

    sweetnya JJ dengan si M. proud of her. rasanya sy yg nmpk kuat ni pun tak setabah M. boleh sembuh tak sakit dia? pray for her good health. ;)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Sakit dia mmg takkan sembuh, now pun terapi and operation untuk dia bertahan and not getting much worse jer. For now, really want to cherish the moment with her, and really want her to have a good time while she can. She is a happy kid walaup keadaan dia macam tu.

      Thanks for prayer Chic Na, and thanks for looking for us, sorry again k.

      Delete
    2. moga si M terus bertahan n bertahan.even x boleh sembuh tp dgn ms yg ada moga dia sentiasa ceria n hepi.amin

      Delete
    3. ooo i see.. hope M terus bersemangat lawan sakit dia.

      Delete
  7. what happen ?..merajuk ngan akak ker main sembunyi2 tuu... ehe.. jgn merajuk lg tau...

    wah..baiknya jj ngan m tuu...

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Merajuk minta pujuk (gedik melampau kan) hahaha. Masa tak mengizinkan kak, busy sangat2 ulang alik hospital almost everyday and terlalu penat.

      Thats why privatekan kejap, fokus satu2, Alhamdulillah now semua dah ok :D:D

      Delete
  8. u were gone??? i did not realize....
    hmmm i'm a bit off gak kot... tu y x amik dulik pasal org tu... so bad kan ;P hahaha...

    more info of si M pls.... er... am i in d bloglist????

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Aiyo dear.. penat I sorok tau hahaha. No la gone for a while jer, rest kejap. No, thats not bad, better tak peduli tak kacau dari jiwa kacau and semua orang u kacau. kacau kacau ayat I ni hahaha.

      Insya Allah nnt I tell more. U were in my bloglist, U should and u will be. hahaha fenin la code html skang kan. Terbantut hasrat nak edit edit blog.

      Delete
    2. hahaha....

      kacau bilau... i dah lama x godek apa2 setting... mls nk pening otak

      Delete
  9. sweet sgt tgk gambar jj dan M. walaupun sakit M tak dapat nak sembuh , tapi moga dia mampu bertahan.

    kalau kita tak tengok org yg lagi susah, kita tak akan tahu or hargai apa yg kita ada kan.. masa adik nik masuk wad dulu pun, bila banding sakit adik ngan org lain.. ada yg lagi teruk dari tu.

    moga kita ni lebih hargai apa yg kita ada. jj kecik2 dah pandai menghargai. moga kekal begitu yea syg.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Kan.. especially bila duduk tengok Jelita berlari2 bebas and other kids mosy berkerusi roda and makan pun kena suap, ya Allah rasa syukur sangat2, but in the same time rasa.. tah, tak leh nak describe. Sebak.

      Good for JJ to mix around with unfortunate ones, so dia pun hopefully reti menghargai anugerah yang diberi.

      Delete
  10. kesian kat M tu...

    nk tye la, kot2 tertinggal series kan...

    siapa M ni pada Kak Dora?

    *kenape bundle panggil dora? hehe.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. M tu relative belah papa JJ, and always special person in our heart.

      Bundle panggil Dora sebab dia kan Pokemon hahhaa.

      Delete
    2. pokemon comel lagi dari die...

      lalala~!

      semoga M bertabah la mcm tu...

      Delete
  11. Seminggu mnghilang..tercari2 jgk..tertanya2 gak si mama JJ nie apa dah jadi...anyway welcome back..kalau ade salah silap sorry yer..
    JJ nie mcm aidan jgk..ade special kid yg tinggal ngan kami few weeks ago dia pun very fond of him..kids always love unconditionally...

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Exhausted hari2 ulang alik ke hospital, and mmg tak banyak masa untuk blog hehhe. Thanks for concern. Me too, sorry kalau ada salah silap. And I dont need to maafkan u pun sbb u've done nothing wrong to me ;);)

      Ya Aidan and his Bhaiya, I read.. cuma tak komen :D:D Lastweek I membaca sahaja.

      Delete
  12. M ni istimewa.selalunya budak istimewa ni mmg baik,punya jiwa yg kental..suka tgok jj dengan M.sgt rapat dan sweet

    lama hilang,tertanya2 gak,tp mmg dpt rasa mgkin ada kt Postdam,sbb b4 this ada signal pasal nie kan..:)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Kids kan, dorang tak pandang warna kulit atau rupa paras, semua boleh jadi gang.

      Delete
  13. alahai M, tapi mesti dia budak baik...semoga dia tabah..

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Thanks dear. She is, sangat baik dan berdisiplin.

      Delete
  14. slowly saya baca dr awal hingga akhir..
    sya fokus pada si M dari Jelita..ahaha..cant wait utk baaca next cerita pasal si M..hehe.. lepas ni biar M ja tau conquer entri,jelita sikit2 ja.. :P
    oh..kanak2 memang jiwa hati nurani bersih.. bersih dari 'kotoran'..
    M walau diberi dugaan tapi selemah fizikal dia.. mental n semangat dia kuat..kuat lagi dr kita yg gagah dr segi fizikal.. :)

    faham dah kenapa menghilang..hehe..tapfer..
    kita pun ada life juga..kalau 24 jam luang masa dpn blog bosan sebenarnya..hehe..jadi hargailh setiap saat kta masih bernafas ni dgn famili

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Hahahaha ok JJ letak tepi dulu, bagi laluan tu Si M kejap. Betul, tak pernah dia mengeluh, kita ni selsema sikit dah merengek2 minta lempang hohoho.

      Family diutamakan :D

      Delete
  15. rasa nak nangis tetiba blog MG HILANG! tertanya tanya ... luckily u guys came back. senyum dalam tangisan...

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Huk alooh sayang, jangan begitu, preggers kena senyum selalu. We are back and now hopefully we all can just smilessss sokmo sokmo sokmo.

      Delete
  16. Miss u dearrr....
    Actually sgt bangga tgk JJ shake hand with Si M...sgt2 meruntun hati...x sangka JJ so so so baik hati...si kecil pun pandai nilai apa itu erti kasih sayang....dear mommy JJ....take care always ya... :)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. JJ pimpin tangan M tak lepas, ke hulu ke hilir. Not only me, those staffs kat hospital pun melting tengok diorang ni.

      Delete
  17. sob..sob..sedey tau ms u ilang.. ingtkn xnk kwn dgn i dh.. puas buka blog dia, tp xleh..


    so sweet both of them.. kamcing gitu..


    seb baik blog i ada dlm bloglist..ekekeke..


    mishhh u lah!!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Hahah blog u will always be in my list la sayang. Miss u tooooooooo.

      Delete
  18. sikit je lagi nak buat entry special tuk kau. sebab kau jejak my shoutbox. pas tu nak pergi balik blog kamu dah tak bolhe. siap wassapp si EL tu tuk investigate. hahahaha...

    pegi google plus pas tu you tube. tara.. hari ni dah leh nampak muka JJ. mamanya nampak juga. sipi sipi je la..

    Happy je tengok JJ ni . concern betul dia kat si M tu yer. moga dia besar jadi anak yangsentiasa prihatin.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. ala...kalau I tau I tunggu sikit lagi hihihi. Blog u payah kot I nak abaikan, harus buka time lepak2 ilangkan penat, tnegok gelagat si Amirul ngan ur princess tu ;)

      Insya Allah, mudah mudahan JJ kekalkan perangai dia ni.

      Delete
  19. Huhuhu...ingatkan mommy JJ dah private kan blog. I salah seorang yg bagi surat layang..ekekeke...tapi tak der reply. Owh...baru ku tahu situasi sebenar.

    So sweet tgk JJ dgn SiM tu ☺☺.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Hohoho sorry manyak2 owhhh. Saya tak bersalah, keadaan yang memaksa. huhuhu

      Delete
  20. sayu hati baca & tgk gambar miss M. btw JJ mmg berhati mulia, tak rasa kekok nak 'bersopan' dgn org yg betul.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Kids heart kan, masih putih bersih. She really impressed me sebab kids kat sana kan ada yg screaming and totally out of control, she is cool with that. Tak kerut muka pun.

      Delete
  21. welcome back mama JJ :) haha

    *kesian nya kat dia..tapi dia comel la..sama mcm JJ. Mesti dia ni kuat semangat kan??kalo kita belum tentu lagi boleh tersenyum

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Hehehe tak jadi nak "eksklusive blog" payah benor nak kumpul email address. yer la, yg buat I sentap sorang dua jer, tetiba nak private2 bagai, gedik sangat kannnn.

      Dia memang comel, sweet sangat. Ha kita terpijak kaca sikit pun meraung tak ingat kan.

      Delete
  22. sweet nyer tgk JJ dgn si M tu...
    kecik2 dah diduga dgn sakit yg mcm tu,moga M terus tabah.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Tengok dia buat I lebih tabah. God bless her.

      Delete
  23. laa.. patot la menyepikan diri.. tu la, tercari2 jugak mama JJ ... pastu whatssup nur tanya psl mama JJ.. huhu... kesiannya... tp tgk muka dia senyum je kan...kuat semangat budaknya..

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Huhuhu apa Nur cakap? hahaha

      tu la, kuat dia ni.

      Delete
    2. biarlah rahsia... kan nur? hahahhaaha...

      Delete
  24. tersentap gak le tetibe pulak for invited readers only. huhu...
    x tau nak cari kat mana, so tunggu je la. Nasib pun muncul....adoiii laaa....

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. adoi la...maaf kakak. Tutup sekejap jer sebab renovation in progress, hehhehe.

      Delete
  25. el dah panik ok panik
    mn tak..klik2 xdo..klik2 lg xdo
    haii private ke mek ni hahaha
    tu yg cari kek utube
    mn tau kok mama JJ pakai utube line hahaha
    lenkali jgn buat lg ok
    huh
    take care more there
    xoxo for uols

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. pasni I buat lagi dan lagi hohoho. takfer.. now semua dah ok, I am back dengan lebih bersemangat, ha gitu. ANd thank thanks so much u guys sangat2 sweet, trharu giler I tau. Ingatkan I dah hilang takder saper yg kisah. hohoho

      U make me trust in humanity again (over dramatic tak ayat).

      Delete
  26. kesian anak ni comel, walaupun kondisi dia amcam tu tapi dia nampak ceria..JJ pun hepi dengan dia..moga ada keajaiban agar boleh lihat dia sembuh sepenuhnya..insha Allah

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Bila dengna Si M, JJ lupa mama dia terus. berkepit jer dorang berdua tu. Ya Allah, how we wish for a miracle, Insya Allah, sentiasa doa.

      Delete
  27. Salam Mama JJ..
    huhu..teliti baca kisah M ni.. how strong she is..
    mendoakan yg terbaik buat M..
    Sampaikan salam cma utk dia ye..

    suka tgk JJ appreciate M.. :)
    Mama JJ sehat tak hari ni?
    semoga sentiasa sihat hendaknye.. :)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. ALhamudlillah we all sihat, was tired now much much better. Thanks dear. Insya Allah we'll pass your regards to her.

      Delete
  28. oo.. mcm tu ceritanyer....but still she look very ceria yer !

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Always, smiling and laughing. I kat sana seminggu, tak puas tatap muka dia, tengok gerak laku dia. Melt my heart, tapi tu yg lagi buat sebak.

      Delete
  29. Salam dear..no wonder aritu i nak contact you tetiba tak leh masuk dah blog you..i ingat nak ajak you datang jmp ..ktrg duduk kt CAB city apartmnet, satu building where our friends rented at..tp tade rezeki plak nak jumpa you..nway, you busy ye..anak your friend ke yg tak sihat ni? so sweet la tgk JJ dgn dia..rasa terharu pon ada..:)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Owh nein!! What a shame, terlepas peluang. So how was it, did u guys have a good time in Berlin? Ala... rugi nya. Ha I just googled that place :) Not too far pun, ours very near to Alexander platz. Nextime perhaps ;)

      Saudara belah my husband, very very special someone to us, especially to JJ.

      Delete
  30. sweet jek dorang kan hihi... moga si M tu akan terus sihat dan ceria..

    ReplyDelete
  31. Nanti jgn buat lagi ye kakak...
    kalau nak hilang bagtahu nur tau..
    hihih..

    Sukalah Nur tgk JJ dengan Si M tu...
    si M tu pun nampak happy je dengan JJ. :)

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Ok nnt saya bagi tahuk... eh ritu pun nak bagi tahuk, godek2 email address tak dok huhuhu.

      SI M sangat happy everyday call tanya si JJ.

      Delete
  32. ohhhh patut pun...minggu lepas okje try nak terjah tapi macam not invited gitu...sedih mak tau ingat mak sorang yang kena tendang sesuka hati...rupanya org lain pun kena tempias jugak eh...so dah back to normal syukur...

    Moga si M lebih akan menjadi lebih baik....'kita tak mintak dilahirkan gitukan MJ'...

    ReplyDelete
  33. Betul. ....mama jj hilang sampai ke blog remy depa cari.......he3. ... skrg dh kembali.... doa remy juga utk m semoga satu hari nanti penderitaan m akan berakhir dan kembali normal...insyaallah. ..
    Jj pun dh jadi guardian terbaik...

    ReplyDelete
  34. Patut la sebelum ni tak boleh nak masuk blog. Ingatkan dah terpinggir.. Hehe

    ReplyDelete
  35. owh patutla tak boleh masuk hari tu..sy cuba masuk Nas..cedih tak dpt masuk tau..

    ReplyDelete
  36. dah boleh masuk blog dah, dah boleh komen dah, dah boleh tengok vid sebab time rest... hohohoho

    ReplyDelete

I'm only responsible for what I say (write), not for what U understand

Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...