Maaf... and Many Thanks.

Sebab pergi tanpa sebarang pesan, meninggalkan kamu, kamu dan kamu tertanya-tanya. Very very sorry guys. It was emotionally overwhelming  for me lastweek since we were in hospital most of the time with Si M, and I was a bit tired.... and pissed off (with someone in blogville here), to be honest. I had to "rehatkan" Monsterglider sekejap untuk kebaikan bersama sebelum I start maki mak orang so I dapat fokus more on Si M and my family.

Few days back Si M keluar hospital and back to her dorm with other special kids.. Payah dah nak jumpa dia pasni sebab dorm dia jauh sangat from our place and not easy to get there. Thats why whenever dia ada operation or therapy kat Postdam, kami gunakan peluang sepenuhnya to spend time with her.

Si M, she is around 12 years old. Dari kecik tak boleh berjalan, masa baby just like other normal kids, merangkak semua elok, takder any abnormal sign. Year after year, still tak dapat berjalan and bila buat check up doctor kata just need more time, jenis lambat berjalan, katanya. Lama2 only they found out something wrong with her bone, a little bit too late.

Dia terpaksa pindah masuk dorm sebab parents tak mampu jaga dia, physically. Memang payah nak uruskan berak kencing sebab keadaanya sangat "lembik", silap sikit kang makin teruk jadi nya. So dorm tu the best place for her, dijaga mereka yg terlatih and the facility pun is well-equipped. Morelike a rehab la.

That day masa kami kat sana, her dorm mates buat surprise visit for her. Tengok keadaan kanak2 yg lain, lebih dahsyat sebenarnya. Semua mereka adalah sangat istimewa. Si M, fizikal dia jer yang kurang, tapi jiwa dan akal dia sangat positif. Tak pernah pun dia merengek atau mengamok, always senyum. Kadang2 bila nurse nak alihkan dia, it hurts her kalau gerak2 too much especially lepas operation, but she just bite her lip and tell them the discomfort she's experiencing nicely. Such a lovely girl.

Jelita tak nak makan selain dari apa yg Si M makan, ngada2 betul. And she waited patiently for Si M hulurkan to her, kalau with me she grab it already. 

Tak nak berenggang.

Jelita likes to act like a gurdian to Si M. I am very proud of them both :)

I printed few pictures mostly of hers and Jelita and got her frames. She picked some pictures of me to be framed as well (>,^) I am so touched, yer la I dengan dia payah jugak nak berkomunikasi, my Jerman kan basic level jer so takder la kami sakan borak, action speaks louder.

Nanti I cerita more about Jelita with the kids there ok.

Thank to u guys sangat concern masa I "hilang", Bundle, Kakak Cantik, and many more of u....  El siap cari I kat youtube lagi hahaha. I am sangat terharu guys. And I janji pasni I buat lagi lalalaa.

I tergodek2 setup over here, konon nak buat bloglist yang bertindih2 tu. Sekali terdelete semuanya and now I have to re-compile my bloglists again :( Sorry guys kalau ur blog is not in the list, I am doing it still.