I Know What I Meant

Bila baca balik entry Unfollow  dan komen tempohari, rasa lain macam pulak. Macam bagus! Hahaha (yups I do read my own blog from time to time). Sebenarnya, I cakap tentang ketidaksukaan diri sendiri sahaja, no no no I tak cakap blog I bagus pun hahaha, apatah lagi nak mengajar orang macam mana nak menulis kan.

Lain orang, lain cara nya, lain tujuan dan kepentingan.Itu hak masing2. As for me... blogging is no other than telling my story, journey, and sometimes (dis)likes yang boleh dikongsikan, tips bagai sumer ni mengarut semata. And to get to know fellow bloggers here is something extra for me, honestly I never expect to be "hanging out" with gorgeous people like u guys here (wink wink wink). I still rasa awkward untuk call myself a "blogger". Nahh, I am not one yet.

I selalunya post my entry once at the end of my day (kira takder la hot from oven, suam2 kuku kaki kaku koko ku jer). Ada la jugak hari rajin tu datang nak menaip dan hit "publish" button more than once, tu pun kalau ada something yang I sangat excited tak menahan untuk menayangnya ke khalayak.  

I save banyak drafts. Ek elehhh entry borbodos camni pun nak kena pikir seharian draft bagai.

Sebab?

If I nak talk about some places, facts, foods etc, I kena make sure info tu betul, takleh la semberono ikut suka firasat sendiri jer nak bagi statement. Kena la buat research sikit sebab I tak nak misguide others or tunjuk betapa "pandai" nyer diri ini, kennnn.

Some of those drafts jugak, adalah perkara yang I wrote under influenza. Hohoho bila menulis time emo, pengaruh negatif banyak affect dan penggunaan kata2 yang kurang sesuai untuk tayangan umum. Kalau boleh biarlah abadi kat draft situ untuk peringatan dan pengajaran kepada diri sendiri bersama nama2 mereka yang di senarai kuning. Writing here helps a lot with my anger issue (>.^)

Even when I reread what I wrote after a cup of tea, already different meaning jadi nya. Apatah lagi kalau orang lain yang think differently reading it in different environment. Knowing myself, I have to tapis tapis dan tapis before publish something, btw most citer pasal JJ tak perlu filter pun, pure adhoc story. 

Selain tu, lenggang lenggok bahasa juga buat apa I nak sampaikan lari dari maksud sebenar. 

Let me give examples:

I write: Ike makey 'kkuccing 

People read: Ikan makey kucing

My Mom read: Bakpo tok tudung nyo? *terus analisa (joke joke)

I meant: Ikan dimakan kucing ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Nampak kan.

Ditekankan lagi sekali, there is no right and wrong in writing, jauh sekali I nak mengajar or talk about guidelines apa sumer tu (blog  belum setahun taugeh, dah nak mandai), I was just talking about my preferences and dislikes. Hecks, I even wrote about jamban ok. Every writer have right to write whatever they like, and readers have right to read what they like. Easy peasy simply doey.

Nah I blanjer roti telur ngan teh tarik home made special edition. Kalau sentap jugak, sila salahkan roti tersebut. Teh tu I pakai Mint flavor, nampak jer pucat tapi sedap. Jemput semua. 

My blog ni jenis syok sendiri jer pun, untuk I baca together with JJ in future sambil gelak jahat. So I have to be as honest as possible with censor mode on. Thats it. 

I cuba sebaiknya menulis sejelas mungkin, and bila people read between the lines, I cant help lor. U guys tau kan that "read between the lines" thingy? I malas nak illustrate kat sini, a bit rude :p So kalau nak tau jugak, lemme know (>,<)

*Memaparkan something yang buat orang sentap is the last thing I want to do here. Really, takmo orang tengok gambar JJ sambil maki mak dia. Nein nein nein, biar I sorang jer sentap takper. Bwahaha

*Sedang cuba menggunakan bahasa yang difahami ramai. Tapi kalau mmg jenis suka merapu, not easy tau.
*Am not good at writing...but I know what I meant :p

*JJ says "Tapfer..." while pat me on my back.